i hear the night rustling in trees and beyond
hard beauty blue face of a lunar haze
i feel my shape torn
to a past gone
and drawn
to a fire of longer days
a circle a square or the shape of my face
a day or a night or a thousand tears
simple touch of my hair
pair of eyes
and my haste
spell the letters
and numbers igniting my fears
bursting this moment i sink
thick with bondage
it pools up in me
a delirious stain
if i cease to pretend
there’s an end to my longing
exquisite red dreams draw it up in a flame
i want what I feel i am not alone
blown apart crumpled heap
a scrap of bone
these are the visions
and sounds i have known
and once i allow them to enter my shape
they taste good in my mouth like the sweetest song
but freedom is sweeter
familiar place
where i had
what i wanted all a long
Whewâwhen I first started reading this, I thought I would have to come up there and rescue you from a deep depression. But you gave me a great relief with those last few lines!
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I’m exploring my shadow self 🙂
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